Tragedy

1.44a.m. I'm still here, i drank the poison of the night - Coffee. XD, guess i won't be sleeping any time soon. I'm sipping my cup of hot coffee and staring at the sky, enjoying the calm night eh? Not really, I still haven't touched my homework, not in the mood to do it, essays, maths whatever, teachers can suck it. LOL, just kidding, i just can't bring myself up to touch the books, sorry teachers, please forgive me, i'll still hand in, only one day later :P

Tuning into the right playlist to settle the right mood.

Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget
December - Can't You Come Back
Jewelry - Love Story
M To M - Goodbye
Park Hyo Shin - Snow Flower
Seo In Young - Can't I Love

I hate my internet line, i've restarted my modem for more than 15 times. Everytime i reset it, it would only last me 3-5 minutes. I managed to catch some news this afternoon, but i still didn't get the full story, blur blur diao. I texted and asked Stanley about it. Found out that CLHS dragon boat capsized during training and there were people missing and dead. I believe most of you know more about the details than me, so i won't talk much about it.

I was on my way to my Chemistry and Biology tuition when news hit me. I couldn't concentrate much during class, i kept fading in and out. After the lesson, we saw Mr. Cheah downstairs, waiting for his daughter. His face was all white and his eyes were teary. He told us the casualties and it hit me hard. I really hoped that they aren't anyone i knew. But it turned out that one of missing ones, Yong Xiang is my classmate, Yi Zhang and Brendon were my YE seniors and Jason.....

I always see mishaps and unfortunate accidents on TV but i never thought that it could happen to people so near to me. When i saw Jason's body on the news, i was like oh my god, how could that happen to him, he was such a great guy, he didn't deserve this. I'm planning to register for LEO Club tomorrow and the president is gone today, what the hell. Anyway, i'll still join LEO and give all i can to support it. Rest In Peace Jason.

Yong Xiang. I saw you at the school bookstore almost everyday since we were in afternoon session. I never really had a chance to get to know you, most of your friends were from last year's B class, i don't know many of them. This year, you came up to the same class as me, i'm slowly warming to your buddy who sits beside you, Kean Hean. But i haven't really talked to you. In fact, we never had a proper conversation. Now that your missing, my only regret is that i didn't grab the opportunity to know u sooner. I don't know if you're are still alive to see this post, i bet you didnt even know i have a blog. Anyway, i hope miracles happen, that i could still see u again and make friends =)

I see plurks, facebook posts including my friends, most of them are complaining and cursing the authorities. Guys i know you are very sad and angry, but what can you achieve by spitting foul language at them? Some may be constructive but some aren't. No point crying over spilt milk, no point blaming people for someone who is already dead. You can't bring the dead back to life by just firing bad words. I would join in the cursing mayhem if that could happen.

The NT7 news sms poll concluded in a 97% agreement that action must be taken against the school authorities. OMG, what is going to happen to our school.... I hope our principals will be alright tomorrow, especially our beloved co-curricular principal Mr. Cheah. From what i've heard, Dr. Wee Ka Siong will be coming to our school, don't you dare to offend us or fiddle with our temper, us chung ling kias will screw you until you go home without your pants. Lol, seriously there's talk of throwing shoes at him. But i don't think i have the guts to do that, you could get expelled for that, or any other heavy disciplinary action. I know i'm a CHICKEN MOTHER. But i will not jeopardize my opportunity to study in this school. However, i will still support verbally lah, i'll BOO along with you guys, you can bet on me being one of the loudest XD.

Weird, i'm sad, very sad. But i don't feel like crying, i don't know why. I will mourn and grieve for those who passed away. Jason, i will pay my respect to you later at night. As for others who are still missing, i pray for you, may you return home safe and sound.

What's passed must pass, there's nothing else we could do but move on. I'm not saying we should forget about this tragic incident, but we have more important goals to focus on. Never take life for granted, mishaps could happen when you least expect it. Life is precious, appreciate everyone around you and cherish every moment while you are still alive. Live life to the fullest, leave no regrets behind.

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

Live with no excuses and love with no regrets

- Montel

Before someone's tomorrow has been taken away, cherish those you love, appreciate them today.

- Michelle C. Ustaszeski

Mini Exhibition

Tired. I sleep as soon as i got home. Since my Queensbay outing is cancelled, i have nothing to do. Update my blog since i have not updated it for almost 2 weeks.


I slept at 2a.m. this morning and woke up at 8.30a.m. My school has a co-curricular mini exhibition today and i had to help out for YE. HR mia, bo huat lah =.= . Thank god Justyn woke me up by calling me today, my shift was suppose to start at 8a.m but....i was still doing my piggy business then. So, i jumped out of my bed immediately and woke my mama. After taking 10 minutes getting dressed and washing up, off i go to school.

I arrived at school at 9a.m everyone's very busy promoting their club, not yet time for pictures, i ran up to our class first, 2TC4. We wasn't very busy in recruiting members as our main aim for the exhibition wasn't recruitment. That's because our club already have sufficient members. Our main purpose was just a simple introduction to those who don't know YE, increase publicity.

Occasionally, a couple of guests come in to look around, thats the only time we'll work. Other than that, what did we do? Hehehehe...we go online with Aaron, our MD's laptop. Facebook, Plurk, Youtube. I even watched 2 episodes of Naruto there XD, but too bad they didn't let me play farmville LOL.

I don't know who came up with this crazy idea to hack into Aaron's MSN account. As for the reason why we did it, SYOK LOL. We passed through the secret question part and renewed his password. I suggested the answer for the secret question =.= . I told Aaron about it immediately and he got pissed.....oh no....Sorry Aaron T.T

Since i was so free, so i decided to take some pictures. But when i took out my camera....guess what.....this morning i was so blur until i forgot to put my memory card back into the camera, i should've kicked myself. SHITTTTTTT T__T. Aaron brought his D500 too, but he didn't charge it... WTF. Anyway, my camera has a tiny little bit of built in memory, might as well make use of it.

There was a little commotion downstairs, our school band and chinese orchestra were challenging each other to mini performances. They've attracted quite a crowd. Everyone ki high-ed along with them XD. But too bad......NO PHOTOS....no memory for it :(


Here's what i managed to take.

The corridor outside our class

Showcase table, nothing much.

Mr. Aaron Low, our beloved Managing Director XD

De Jack our Assistant MD :)

The laptop Aaron brought, pink O_O

Watching videos together, OMG Jyh Chuan looks abit gay there XD

Watching Naruto, weeeeeee

Mr. Gen Yong Yik Fong, avid blogger of our school, came to look around. YO MAN!

No more photo liao =.= Sorry people :(

Lesson of the day, not sleep earlier, but get a LOUDER alarm clock, my handphone isn't loud enough. I need one that wakes the whole family. And i need to place it somewhere far from me, so that i would have to get up to turn it off.

Alright peeps, that's all for now. Thanks :)

I R I S

Unable to sleep AGAIN. Of course i don't hope to stay up until 5am like last Saturday, i have school later, but.....see first lo. I was listening to songs which i'm already bored with on my handphone which i don't update often. I got bored eventually and so i tried to sleep. I rolled here and there as if im a cat, might as well just get up and do something. Staring at my clock, precisely 1.23am, i got up from my bed and went to the kitchen for some milk. Then....here I am.

In the last few weeks, i didn't really have anything to do. I stopped playing games, lost interest in them. So, it's just facebook and msn everyday. Sometimes, i can just sleep the whole day like a pig. In order to save myself from the torturing boredom, i created a plurk account, yay~ XD. I noticed that people using plurk are very responsive comparing to facebook. It's quite fun :D So, i added another activity into my list, facebook, msn, plurk. While i was getting used to plurk, i realised that a lot of them have blogs. A classmate of mine, GenYong too has one, i think it's pretty cool. I had the thinking of creating a blog all along, but i just didn't take the initiative to make one. Less than a week ago, i made up my mind and decided to do it on the first day of new year. However.....after i went for a gurney outing, i got very impatient, i posted my first blog post one day earlier >___<

I found out that blogging is very fun and full of pleasure. I like sharing my thoughts with people. I don't care what people think about my blog. If u don't like it, FUCK OFF. Sorry for the strong language, i just couldn't think of any better vocabulary. Well, as time goes by, i eventually got bored again. Its not like i can update my blog everyday. So i downloaded pps to watch movies. I had problems to read the chinese characters, but after asking around of help and taking action. Poofff it's fixed XD.

I got addicted to a amazing korean drama recently. At first, i saw it on Astro and i've heard Big Bang and Kim Tae Woo singing the theme songs. TOP from Big Bang also acted in this show.


It's called IRIS. It has been rated 9 over 10 on pps, i personally give it 10/10. I don't give full ratings for many movies, just a couple are on my record. Like CSI or House, i have to admit they are very very good, the cases are always interesting. But in my opinion, i prefer a movie series with a great storyline. In CSI, people just keep dying and dying everyday, it's a great tv show but it's something that has no ending or conclusion. In IRIS, people talk about nuclear attacks and terrorism, it's not like there's bombs and terrorizing attacks everyday, screw this world if there is. But of course, the show's not all about action and gunfights. There's also romance and complicity to spice things up. Well, now i'll let the real professionals to do the talking.

Here's a synopsis from http://www.hancinema.net/korean_drama_IRIS.php#synopsis


National Security System (NSS) Top 707 agents Hyun-jun and Sa-woo are blood brothers who swore to trust each other and unchanging friendship for life. They meet agent Seung-hee there and both fall in love with her. But Hyun-jun and Seung-hee become close and Sa-woo fights to hide his feelings for Seung-hee. One day, they are immediately sent on a mission to Hungary. When they successfully finish off their job with immaculate teamwork and are celebrating it, a message arrives to Hyun-jun asking him to meet in secret.
Baek-san, an executive of NSS who had been waiting for Hyun-jun orders a solo mission. Despite the tight protection of bodyguards, Hyun-jun succeeds his mission. But before escaping, Hyun-jun gets wounded by his targets’ head security bodyguards, and later he is shockingly betrayed by his most trusted friend, Sa-woo. Hyun-jun tries to escape with Seung-hee’s help, but he ends up losing Seung-hee. And his car also explodes; they are both misled into thinking that the other had died. Hyun-jun gets saved by an unidentifiable ‘Voice’ and learns the secret identity of a group called, ‘Iris’.

1 year later, with the two Koreas about to be reunified, Hyun-jun makes his return. After spending a nightmarish life of being betrayed and losing everything, Hyun-jun returns to get revenge on those who threw him into the living hell. With the help of the President, Hyun-jun returns to his post in the NSS. Starting a fight against ‘Iris’, the secret society that tries to interfere with reunification, Hyun-jun now puts everything on the line for the battle of his life.

More details at DramaWiki.


I'm totally in love with this drama. It's very sad, touching and packed with action. Some people think American actors are best in acting, i agree, but Koreans are better at sad, tear drawing movies, and the theme songs, oh my god, i could cry just by listening the melody.

I've just watched 8 episodes, but i have already shed tears more than twice. I know, i'm sound really gay =.= can't help it. I've listened to a few of the songs, and they immediately made it to the top of my chart. Here they are, super emo songs hehe.

Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget
Shin Seung Hoon - Love Of Iris
December - Love Is So...

I've downloaded the full soundtrack album here at iHoneyJoo .

Anyone who is interested in just one or two songs, you can just ask from me on msn XD

Alright, good morning and goodnight everyone. Thanks. *waves*


p.s What i have mentioned above are just my personal opinions. I'm sorry if i have offended you in anyway, please don't take it seriously. Thanks :)

Dang I can't sleep

It's just another quiet and calm night. I'm enjoying the silence and darkness. With some soft music in the background, staring out the sky even though there's no moon or stars, the peacefulness makes me feel like i'm in heaven. Lol, aiyaaa i'm just emo nia laaa haiyo =.=

Anyway, these are on my playlist, great songs for an emo night haha.

DBSK - Forever Love
DBSK - Stand By You
Byul - I Think I Love You ( Full House OST )
Kim Jaejoong - Forgotten Season
Super Junior - At Least I Still Have You
Super Junior - Sorry Sorry ( Answer )

It was 2.30am, my bro and I was very much awake. He's watching movies and I'm reading blogs. That's when i suddenly had the urge to move my laptop to the living room. I don't really know why i wanted to do that, maybe i just wanted a little bit of privacy.

In the living room XD

So dark O_O

After a while, I hear my dad coming out of his room, checking on us. I wasn't startled or anything and he wasn't angry when he saw me. Dad agreed to let me stay up as late as I want after PMR. He sat beside me and watch what I was doing. I was chatting with my friend on msn =.= . My sister later also came to join in. So much for some privacy.....

I chased my sister back into her room, and my dad got bored eventually. He turned on his laptop and checked his mail.

Now now...I just wanna show some random shots in my home, since i don't have anything to do.

My sister, dont siao la haiyo wear cap at home, sampat =.=

The view outside my window :)

My dad made this mini rack for my laptop haha, everyday i wake up, i can just sit up and do whatever i want with my laptop within seconds, si pek syok haha XD

Sneaked into her room and snapped this haha

Her Vampire Knight poster on the wall beside her bed

I had some problems uploading the photos, they kept failing. I got annoyed, saved what i typed and went to bed. Too bad after an hour of flipping around in the bed, i couldn't sleep. So i tried to complete my blog.

4.45am sharp, i've finished this blog post, YESSSSSSS. Goodnight and good morning peeps. Thanks.